I’m sorry…

It’s been a while, I know.  I promised myself that if I started this blog that I would post daily and not go ghost….epic fail. 

I’m not sure why I stopped blogging.  A part of me believes that it was due to fear….of  “what”  I can’t be too sure.  There are times I’m so scared of failure that I would rather not try.  And then there’s times when I want to succeed so badly that I get scared and abort the mission prematurely.  How can I ever win if I’m scared to lose?   

At times I feel so insecure with my own talents and natural ability to create magic.  I get so afraid that I start critiquing every little thing I do and eventually get myself so low that I figure there is no point and move on. 

Does this happen to anyone else?   

When I was active in my theater training I was often told by my acting instructors that I needed to get out of my own way.  I would constantly hear how good I was on stage but I kept getting in my own way because I was too deep in my mind, replaying my thoughts over and over….thinking too much about every little thing.  I know that is something that I need to work on and maybe in time this blog will help me overcome that flaw.

In any case, it feels good to be back.

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